Bit of a whirlwind at the moment. Not sure whether I am coming or going. Had a Business briefing on the Thursday to say the company wasn't doing well and there would be 5 redundancies and then on the Monday told it was ME! It seemed to come out of nowhere. I managed to stay at work til Wednesday morning when I was 'officially' told I was being made redundant, but after that I had to leave. It was unbearable sitting at the desk knowing I wasn't wanted.
I did spend the Monday and Tuesday 'preparing' to leave. I was able to send stuff home and copy anything that might be useful in my future - job wise. But I also made damn sure that I was up to date on everything I had been involved with during the last 8 months. I could not have left it knowing it was a mess!
Probably a bit of an exaggeration, but it feels like a death. I am struggling to get my head around what to do next. I have been given a month's 'Garden Leave' but that money will soon be here and gone......Do I clamber to get the first job or aim to start looking after the summer so I can spend it with Jamie. However, a summer without a job means less money to spend on Jamie!!
My head is spinning and now its the Easter holidays so I won't have a moment to think for another couple of weeks!!
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